{RE-DESIRE// NICC-IN

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

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ahh. damn tired today.

got me souvenir (a black tee) from fernnice today.
thanks yeah! Real nice =))

anyway temptation to pon school tomorrow. I need rest at HOME.

and to the UNDESIRABLE staff which stepped onto my mood earlier on.
Its saddening how u think you're so high up
when all you've got is a horribly narrow scope of things
even if you're in a bird's eye view
all you'd see is just a few things.
the things only familiar to YOU.
is the only things visible to you.
TRY to learn of new things yeah?
though it should be MIND STRAINING FOR U.
But i pity you for your world is just BLACK & WHITE.
woo and I feel insulted associating black & white from my blog pic with such boring round beaded eye creatures even. a waste indeed. a waste indeed.

so sorry man.

TOO BAD.

perhaps one fine day. Ill stab you back. >=)

i seldom get that disgusted with people. only high potential characters. well done.

Other than that. No other issues.
Going back to work.
WOOHOO.

6:55 AM;

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

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fucking tired now but i cant sleep.
shagg till i feel the soar acting up on my eyes.
i cant sleep.

fucking load of work
FUCK U.

no matter how fast i try how hard i go
Im never finished. Ill never finish.

everydays fully used up. No time for anything ...

im drained.

cant take this any longer...
so many things to prepare still.
i cant find em. so weak. but i cant sleep..

and yes. eye bags. theyre nothin big.
i juz want.my sleep..

when will this hell be over.

10:21 AM;

Saturday, November 11, 2006

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I ALSO HAVE A SUPER LOW IQ HAPPY-FYING FRESHIE ALIEN!

Who BHBs about herself, is a cam-whore, used to quarrel with MONSTERS.
and outta this world!!!!

MY ALIEN FRESHIE.

BEST OF THE BEST COMPANY GL TO HAVE ARND to suan/quarrel.

ALIEN OEI

8:32 AM;

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IVE GOT A SUPER DUPER CUTE FRESHIE!!!

who lives in her fantasy little world with dramatic fantasy thinkings!

HAHA

NONE OTHER THAN 149!!!!!!!
THE CUTEST FRESHIE EVER WHO WILL BECOME THE CUTEST OTC GL!

WATCH OUT!

my little blood sister.LOL

12:30 AM;

Friday, November 03, 2006

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a number of things on my mind.

ive got real poor communication skills. it seems that its to a level where i cant deliver messages over at all.

cus. . .

1. i cant speak fast
2. i cant pronounce words fast
3. i am slow in thinkin of words to fit in a sentence to say
4. my language, both sux now. i mean both.
5. dull mind. i cant think of anything to say quick enough

most of the time i get ignored. the world is moving too fast to wait for people with such disabilities-_-"

sigh. Its like a pool of people around you, yet you no longer can communicate with them cus ur msgs dont reach across to em.

hai. should i approach a psychologist?

people who actually understand me are the one in a million very patient people. thx man. how i wish i could speak a little better. how i wish.

otc's coming. enthu at times yet i feel im not suited to be a gl. i dont seem to fulfil the requirements la. Im either not, or no longer that gl substance. something has changed me.

fuckit.

7:24 PM;